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its hard, some days i do a bit others none at all

sometimes i wanna draw then my cat gets in the way, like she is right not -.- 

i love her though, she knows somethings wrong and so she tries to make me feel better <3

i still need to do some voltron fan art and i plan on it soon, also doodle my ocs more, just...yeah

OHHHH!!!! the real reason i wanted to make this journal is to share this link - vk.com/topic-4918594_27696136?… there are so many ebooks there [over 200 pages worth, im barely in the 50's] they also have art books [ ie art of trigun, art of frozen, etc ] most of them are how to draw manga books but there are a great amount of anatomy and other subjects as well [ make sure if youre gonna save these to have a lot of storage space, unless you can resist and save only a few] 

most of the books are pdf, some are epub a few are other files or in a zip folder 

but yeah go check the link out or share with someone you know who could use some good books 0w0

imma keep trying, keep fighting, keep improving

also art trades maybe? i mean i might not be as fast as normal, but yeah
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stole from an-xi-ety 



A b o u t  m e

1. What is your name ?
Shoyo Damien Black 

2. How do you want to be called ?
Shou-Chan is fine or nick names from my DA ID

3. How old are you ?
32

4. What pronouns do you prefer ? (Gender)
 they/them [NB]

5. Are you a biological boy or girl? (Boy or Girl)
female

6. Sexual orientation ?
Asexual

7. Romantical orientation?
Quoiromantic
aromantic.wikia.com/wiki/Wtfro… ]

A b o u t  y o u r  L i f e

1. Mental disorder ?
ADHD, Aspergers and Bi-polar Mania disorders, OCD, MPD, Social Aneixty/phobia, dysgraphia, insomnia and am a bit Schizo [yes i have been diagnosed]

2. Introvert or Extrovert ?
Introvert 

3. How many friends do you have ?
i stopped counting

4. How many friends do you need ?
all the friends i can get

5. Do you know them in Person?
few

6. What do you think about yourself ?
i need a lot of work

7. Why do you think this about yourself ?
just trust me on this


R e l a t i o n s h i p  s t a t u s

1. Relationship with your school class ?
i graduated in 2003 and never been to college 

2. Relationship with your parents/family ?
ugh

3. Are you in a relationship ?
Queerplatonic [google it]

4. Boy or girl ?
NB

5. Relationship with your friends ?
theyre all great

6. Relationship with yourself ?
working on it

S o m e t h i n g  R a n d o m


1. Do you have weird dreams ?
all the time

2. Day or night ?
night, despite my fear of the dark

3. Which job do you have/want to get ?
I want to be a freelance artist and have another part time job

4. Do you have pets ?
my brat, Chaos [my cat]

5. Do you want to have babies ?
no thanks

6. How many ? Boy or girl ?
n o p e

7. Are you ill right now ?
OAB

8. Moody ?
always

9. How are you now ?
depressed, irritated,and tired 

10. Your country ?
us of a

11. Someone you REALLY love ?
Crabcupcake

12. Do you have a crush?
................

13. Why did you answer my questions ?
because i stole this

14. Did you enjoy my quiz ?

i guess
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Sorry for no sketches
I was hit by a session of lows... I'm currently in between moods not depressed but not manic, but I  feel I might be heading to a session of highs
I'm going to try and sketch more during this also I'm going to try not to add too much to my plate (so to speak)
I'll get the sketches from Tuesday up along with the one I did yesterday soon

Also if anyone has any suggestions for good how to draw YouTube channels please link them,  I'm always looking for more,  I know of Christopher Hart, Sycra, Proko, Jazza
Oh and tutorial sites or tumblr blogs are most welcome too (some of my bookmarked links don't work) I really want to improve on my art

One last thing,  I'm thinking of getting back into crafts,  so if you know some good clay,  or plush tutorials link them too

TIA

Ohhh wait I might hold a contest,  but IDK yet bc I don't have much to offer for prizes, I'll keep you posted
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so i ran into KittenSquitten 's forum post who has these hella cute adopts:

Pastel adopts auction [OPEN] 4/4 by KittenSquittenAxio Adopt Batch Auction [OPEN] 2/2 by KittenSquitten Purple Bunny adopt auction [CLOSED] by KittenSquittenOni adopts Auction [OPEN] 2/2 by KittenSquitten

so if ya can go adopt one of these cuties 
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crimsondragonclaws.deviantart.…
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please take time to view the journals in this journal  Adopt ThievesLook out for this person!

Read the journal about it!

Edit: Heard of another one, checked it out and it checks out.

EDIT: I actually was almost scammed by this person but didnt have solid proof until now.
Wow I cant beileve i had to add another to this post..
 

please spread the word, do not harass the thieves [ this only makes you look bad] only let the original artists know so they can file a take down notice and let others know not to adopt from the thieves 
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Bullet; Red Username: 0ArtisticallyInsane0

Bullet; Green Drawing style: Toonime [a mix between Anime and Cartoon]

Bullet; Red Traditional or digital illustration: Digital

Bullet; Green Preferred media that you would like to use: Digital

Bullet; Red Character(s):  Nerds by 0ArtisticallyInsane0 both of us

Bullet; Green Theme: Christmas-y/Winter-y fun

Bullet; Red Anything that you would like to add?: not that i can think of
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So we ended up with a new router ( I hope this one's better) , I still think we should have changed services

In the near future, I am moving out (more than likely with my brother and his girlfriend)  finally gonna be out of here.  My bro is working on trying to get one of his old jobs back and my aunt is gonna help us find a 2 bdrm

Also I'm still working on getting a job myself ( but dealing with bs at the same time)

Still excited about doing sketchtember
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Go spam this adorkable nerd crabcupcake  with some awesome birthday messages please
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pakamaka 's adopts bc they are cool

pakamaka.deviantart.com/galler…
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Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
Share The Love Freebies!! + Character Donations?Hi lovelies ^o^/
To make things easier with my freebie project, I'm going to post all of the information for the idea here (if you've already read this info, please scroll past it to the bottom!)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE CLAIMING!!
So for a while I've been seeing certain designs floating around either being unused or just never being sold - and honestly I felt really bad for these designs. A lot of them had great ideas behind them, but I think the quality of art was holding them back from being loved.
I've really wanted to do freebies for my lovely watchers for a while now, but I wasn't sure what or how - I don't have a lot of spare time and creating new designs can be lengthy - and then I thought of something interesting. What if I give these unwanted designs a little breath of life - I draw them some nice art and offer them as freebies? This way, the des
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Monster Dogs Batch OPEN by DemonChildPopee


if you get me one, ill draw you a half body 
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100 Watcher Chibi Raffle!!! (Closed!) by FlamingWinter  CLICK THIS CUTE PIC 
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Purple drake auction! (Closed!) by CrimsonDragonClaws
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So once again im using linux
This time Mint bc i read 2 tutorials that got CSP to work... Sadly that wasnt the case for me, ill just give it to someone

Now to give Krita another go ( gotta figure out the stabilizer so it wont lag) and hopefully be able to stick with it

As soon as i get a few things worked out ill be working on a sumner ss gift ( i volunteered to be a back up), contest prizes and an art trade ( as soon as the person lets me know what im drawing)

Then some other stuff
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FlamingWinter is almost at 100 watchers

get them there please or even past 

they deserve it 
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since no one really took advantage of it

no im NOT  lowering my commission prices either, but i am semi closing them... meaning i wont advertise them but they are available 

also if i already offered you an commission or adopt at the sale price and you are thinking about it, then it still applies to you

im taking hetalia requests over here askhashemitekingdomofjordan.tu… FC's and AU's very welcome

also imma take some art trades couples only [ 2 characters in a pic]